sian lor mi.
got com like no com lydat.
whole dae my idiotic bro using.
argh!
so damn envy those who no need to share or rather snatch com from sibling de.
hai.
so xing fu de u all.




and now.
my com got no A drive.
dun ask mi y.
i ask my tat bro.
he sae he dunno.
wth.
hai.
asked jinlong.
he sae mayb cpu connection problem.
argh!
how would i noe wth connection is in there!!
help mi ah!!
all my c prog lab inside.
wana do some at home oso cannot.
idiot!
mayb its time for mi buy a thumbdrive le ba.
wah.
sad lor.




hmm.
shan lost her N6680.
and her father buy her another one!!!
omg!
shan ur father real nice ah``
lol.
=p




hmm.
actually i like feeling stress in sch leh.
like.
my class those guys were talking abt the c pro mini project.
i was thinking.
'wah they do liao ah. i haven even start yet'
somemore jinlong sae.
'chey! mi going to finish liao lor!'
err.
sorry to sae.
i think i got the intention like wana compete wif others de.
ppl good.
i wana be better den them.
hai.
i noe its not good.
i had asked myself not to compete le.
i still haf the urge to compete.
hai!
another example is still jinlong.
i reallie dunno he is joking or sae it seriously.
or.
hao lian?
he sae he wana get all 'A' for his modules for this sem.
i noe i cant do it de.
im afraid he will reallie get all 'A'.
im afraid he will win mi.
omg.
i would rather he dun sae it out and let mi noe.
den i think i wun be so stress man.
hai.
suet ah suet.
dun compete wif others lah.
den he oso got tell other ppl he wana go uni.
im oso afraid i cant get in.
den i think.
wat if he get in.
and i dun get in.
hai.
argh!
im gonna be crazy soon if this continues!!!
jiu ming ah!
seriously.
i dun wana be so competitive de.
i always told myself.
i did my best can le.
but wat he said made mi so leh.
sometimes find him talking like beri kua zhang leh.
hai.
airen ah.
do u think so?
or reallie im thinking too much?
hai``




another thing made mi fan is.
still my tat idiotic bro.
sorry to use tat word to describe him.
he is reallie damn rude to my mum.
attitude real SUX!
i admit mine sux too.
but his more sux den mine.
nowadaes 'children' are lydat.
coz juz now shinyi juz called mi.
talked to mi abt his bro.
his bro oso like mine.
problematic.
hai.




wah.
my life like jialat sia.
my sch stress.
my family problematic.
den my work?
tat new-stupid-fuck-up-old-bitchy restaurant mgr.
...
argh!
hai.
i think i can go and die le ba.
my life lydat.
=x




hmm.
seeing di so happie for the whole dae tat her bf fetch her from sch.
made mi feel envy?
jealous?
its seems like juz a simple act.
but she had waited this since sch reopen sia.
ya.
sometimes this kind of small little acts can make we gers happie for the whole dae.




hai.
so wat if i envy?
so wat if i jealous?
my fate had not yet arrive.




later meeting shan.
heading towards siloso!!
1 of our fav!
yuppie!
=D




confirm le ba.
shld not be anymore changes le ba.
my dinner mif my jies will be on 23dec(fri).
coz yun start working le.
this week she noon shift till 2330.
den next week she morning shift till 1500.
plus june finish her common test le.
so i decide on tat dae lor.
shinyi juz now told mi she feel like going to fisherman village too!
but the prob is.
i dunno how to go.
she oso dunno how to go.
tat time i went is samuel drove yuwei and mi there de.
haha.
any of u wana go there?
noe how to go?
or wan marina square?
or any other suggestions?
tell mi k?
hee.
=p